![]() Full of lumps and shadows outlining the things she used to own, like little burial mounds. Obviously it's much harder to see without the lights inside, but especially during the day with some sun coming in, it was enough to see that the place was abandoned. When the light is on and the blinds aren't drawn I can see clear to the kitchen through the balcony window. My work desk is right at the window that directly faces her balcony where I used to see her- another thing which made the occasional eye towards her place pretty inevitable. I think her family couldn't make it down to pick up her stuff for a while, or she didn't have family, and the landlord hasn't gotten a new tenant in yet, so he didn't bother cleaning the place out for ages. It started several weeks after Eloise died. If anything, this only strengthens my conviction if my HVAC was busted or I was having a gas leak (I check my CO alarms regularly) I would be getting these more basic faux supernatural signals. I am not experiencing the typical pop cultural signs of a haunting. Calling it a coincidence is just too much to stand. I don't think of myself that way, I'm open to skepticism, but I struggle to come up with a logical explanation for everything that has happened to me. Well, to all those who hounded for my blood and my comeuppance for the high crime of being fucking human, here's karma for you: I think I am being haunted.Īt least, haunting is the first term I reach for, but "cursed" might also be apt. It was a terrible tragedy and we all feel very sad about it. I called the police some time after the deed was done and I had processed what I saw. I've already made the mistake of "doubling down" when I mentioned in comments of the now-deleted post that I didn't go out of my way to watch her kill herself, that I was having a typical "freeze" reaction to something unspeakably awful happening right in front of me. I live in an apartment, her window faced mine, and I was having a quiet night in by myself when I happened to look into her place and saw her, let's say, making preparations. My across the courtyard neighbor, specifically. ![]() For those of you unaware, I can summarize the original thread by saying that I witnessed a death in May. ![]() I only bring it up here because I have a dreadful feeling that it's relevant to my current situation. I have made innumerable apologies to the mods and members of the subreddit since then, so anyone planning to derail this with bullshit trolling and further harassment, kindly shove it up your ass. Some of you may recognize me from my disastrous legaladvice thread from a couple months ago.
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